Saturday, February 20, 2010

Saturday, February 20th

Saturday! Saturday! Saturday! Is alright for fighting or so says Elton John.  Tonight I went to see my friend Sam's band who usually sings the Saturday song, which is one of my favorites.  There was no Saturday song tonight.  Isn't that how life goes, expections never match reality? The stuff we build up and think is going to be the most fun, never is and the stuff that we don't expect to be that great ends up being the best time ever.

Tonight was just one of those nights were I couldn't catch a buzz to save my life.  I tried vodka, I tried Jack, it just wasn't meant to be.  I'm sure in the morning, I'll feel like someone ran me over.

I was talking with a friend tonight about Karma and whether or not it's real.  I saw a Facebook page about Karma and people had written all kinds of angry things on it.  I am not sure that's how it's suppose to work.  By being angry and repeating that, doesn't that just elongate whatever "wronged" you in the first place? Isn't the whole point of believing in Karma letting go of your anger because you believe the universe will settle your score for you?  If you are hanging on to it, you can't release it to the universe for settlement.  I also think the same for kindness.  When you perform kindness, you need to do it without hope of repayment, again, giving it to the universe for the universe to repay you.  If you are keeping score and hoping for a one to one repayment, you will forever be disappointed.

On a lighter note, I am please to announce that after one week, Lester is still alive and thriving.  I think I am almost ready for a plant, but they are much trickier than a fish.  I mean, the fish you feed everyday.  A plant is much more tempermental, some days you water it, somedays you don't and you can't just say, I need to give the plant 2.1 ounces of water every 100 hours, there are too many variables.  Maybe I should wait another couple weeks....

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